An image of a golden angel drifted from right to left, across the screen of my closed eyes as I lied in bed. The angel had great compassion for me. A deep understanding of my struggles and the various elements that had built up to cause me to be in this situation. I was told I could leave if I wanted to. Up until that stage, that is what I wanted. I had depression and I didn't want to be here. I didn't even want to exist. So this beautiful angel arrived and gave me a permission slip to go home. And what a relief I felt in that moment and I was grateful for being viewed with such compassion and love. I held that moment. But soon after I realised that I hadn't done what I came here to do. I could go, or I could stay. I chose to stay.
After that experience, I sought help. I was diagnosed with depression and anorexia. I weighed 40 kilos. It was a long road back. I found a team of people that helped me, a psychologist, a doctor, a nutritionist and dietitian, spiritual healers and counsellors, CoDA meetings and natural therapies.
I have always remembered my angel intervention that helped me get back on track, at a time when I was young and didn't have the knowledge nor resources to turn my life around.
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After that experience, I sought help. I was diagnosed with depression and anorexia. I weighed 40 kilos. It was a long road back. I found a team of people that helped me, a psychologist, a doctor, a nutritionist and dietitian, spiritual healers and counsellors, CoDA meetings and natural therapies.
I have always remembered my angel intervention that helped me get back on track, at a time when I was young and didn't have the knowledge nor resources to turn my life around.
Please comment or share your experience.
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